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My name is Melanie and I am 24-years-old. I was born in Illinois but have lived in Arizona for the majority of my life, so basically, I grew up here. I have always been shy and quiet and the victim of popularity contests my entire life. I would always long to be just like those girls that everyone knew, the girls that everyone liked or better yet, the girls every guy liked. I was never very popular in high school at all. No guys noticed me and the only one who did became my first boyfriend when I was 16-years-old. Boy, did I love that guy like there was no one else in the world. He was everything to me, including my best friend. I dated him for two years, until finally, he decided to break it off. I was crushed, beyond crushed, in fact, I STILL think about him, just wondering what he is doing, who he is with and if ever thinks about me. For months I hoped and prayed that somehow, God would bring him back to him, but he never called. At that point, I decided he is never returning and I better focus on all the good things in my life.

For example, school. I was always a good student, who got good grades. In fact, I was the girl that people wanted to copy off of because they thought I was so smart, but the truth was, I wasn't smart, at least not naturally. I worked my butt off in school. I really, really cared about getting good grades and my dream, ever since I was a Freshman, was to make it into the National Honor Society, and from there on out, I made it my goal to maintain a 3.5 GPA because I knew I was capable of it. Sure enough, after a year of hard work, I made it in just in time for my senior year, volunteering at the hospital every Friday night just so I could get my community service hours to make it in. I had never felt more proud of myself in my entire life. I had accomplished something that I worked hard for.

I have always been the type of person that sets their goals high, have these crazy dreams that I know would never happen. Like, I would have loved to go to Harvard, but I knew not only were my grades not good enough, but neither were my SAT scores. BAH to tests. I hate them, they always stressed me out, causing me to focus on other things to help my grade become higher than a C in any class. Regardless of how bad I was at taking tests, I graduated high school with a 3.7 GPA and an early acceptance to the University of Arizona, where I attended school for about a year and a half before withdrawing due to depression and my obsession with role playing addicting me to the internet.

I am going to wrap this up because it is getting long and boring, but I just want to say that I do plan on going back to school at the beginning of next semester after the holidays and I am absolutely, 100% IN LOVE with the Backstreet Boys and Brian Littrell, okay, I think I am done now.


Frick and Frack will always be Brotherly Love


Baseball-playing Backstreet Boys are love.
by xstillwaiting





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